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Apr. 23rd, 2011 | 10:06 am
location: United States, Oregon, Milwaukie
mood: distresseddistressed

So, after I finished posting,  I was doing research, and my boss walked behind me, and was asking me all sorts of questions, so I ended up telling her.  She's been my boss and one of my best friends for about three years, and she has never steered me wrong.  She heard the news, and went to lay down in her room for about three hours...oops.  The anniversary of her partner dying is in may too, which kind of makes this bad timing.  She did talk to me about telling Crystal though, and ended up giving me a pretty darn good argument, so I called Crystal and told her.  I also told my best buddy at work, who I love to death, and he is super supportive, he even found me a doctor who I can see tomorrow at 1pm.  It sounds like I'm going to be getting a biopsy of my uterus, and see what is going on, and I might also get an ultrasound, to see how thick the lining is, which I guess can tell them if i have cancer or not.  Crystal ended up telling two of her coworkers, but one of them I have known for a few years and is a good friend of mine, so I'm not that upset about it, and I know she has to process her way too, but I kinda hate that she told a coworker of hers that i've never had a conversation with or even met for more than a few minutes before Crystal even met her.
So, tomorrow I go to planned parenthood and get everything checked out. The receptionist was super cool, but I'm super nervous about going.  I am really worried that the tests will come back positive and i'll find out while im at work.
I have dragonboat in a half hour, but  I don't know if we are going. it's one of the few things that makes me relax but crystal doesn't want to go, she just wants to skip, even though we have races in Olympia next week.

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